Today, two of my greatest concerns were semi-addressed today, but no answers. There were just a few confirmations of my steps. These were the two stories:
After five months of unemployment, I took a job as an intern. It has been one of the greatest blessings of my life. Admittedly, my soul gets a bit anxious about what's next, and I have actually turned down a few job options because I love what I do so much, but there is this part of me that wonders what's next. Today, I sat down with the human resources man in my office, and we talked openly about jobs and plans. He told me of some maybes that might open up in the future. I was able to tell him more about my current job and the desires of my heart, and they were well-received. It was in no way a job offer, and I may need to get a job elsewhere in a few months but I got the confirmation that the steps I have taken to this point are correct. What a tender mercy.
Then finally, boys. I ran into a guy in my ward in the tunnel from the Conference Center over to the JSMB and we talked for a long time. Even though we have known each other for a short time, it was like talking to an old friend. We have the same ideals, the same dedication, the same dreams. I don't know about any interest between us, but I walked away feeling that there can and will be someone so very worth this wait. This, again, was in no way any sort of a "step forward", but it confirmed steps I have taken to this point and taught me to hope and TRUST. Both can be a little hard for me at times.
Although I don't know where and when my life will change, nor what lies ahead beyond the bend, I do know that in the end, He knows the blessed way. It will all work out.
Something is coming. Can you feel it? Haha!
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